Ballad To The One I Love

sometimes i see myself sittin in the dark, missin my baby/
just to think about her with another man drives me crazy/
shes the only thing i live for, without her my life is hazy/
dont know wat ill do, but i deffinatly cant live like this/
i just want to be able to hold and hug her, have one final kiss/
sometimes when im alone,i like to lay back back and reminisce/
all the great times we had, u know how much i wish?/
that i didnt do the stupid shit that i did/
but wats done is done, i cant take it anymore, thats it/


Chorus
how could i have done, the stupid shit that i did/
your the only one, that ive ever wanted to be with/
but now your gone, im stuck here makin a track/
baby i was wrong, wont you tell me youll be back/?


your the only one who cared when i attempted suicide/
and even if i had died, i knew you wouldnt have lied/
to my freinds and my family, the reason that i tried/
its cause of you, the only thing in which i took pride/
baby dont you see by now, your the only thing in my life/
the only girl, that i would ever want to be my wife/
a responsible girl, goin to college and shit/
shes the only girl, i would trust to have my kids/
i wanted us to grow old, but she chose its me she will rid/
i cant beleive, that my babys gone, and y is everyone tellin me to move on/?


Chorus
how could i have done, the stupid shit that i did/
your the only one, that ive ever wanted to be with/
but now your gone, im stuck here makin a track/
baby i was wrong, wont you tell me youll be back/?



Why?

how did it come down to Bush gettin re elected/
how did those mothafuckas get through security un detected/?
why is Pacs and Bigs death still unresolved with all tha shit collected/?
been almost 10 years, and still almost noby even been suspected/
kids shootin up schools, cause they keep on gettin neglected/
they try to make freinds, but keep on gettin rejected/
to be in a certain area you need to be selected/
how tha fuck did the world get so goddamn hectic/?
entire cities, corrupted there systems infected/
citizens, think terrorists like Bush keep them protected/
Clinton wasnt doin to bad, he came and intercepted/
started a war, the whole family got that shit perfected/
but everyione voted for him, cant deny it aint wat u expected/
but now your fucked, aint no way your votes could be corrected/
another four years, of of blood sweat and tears/
of him provokin your worst fears, i hope everyones happy/
guarenteed were fucked, exactly like the future appears/


Chorus (X2)
the future of this world seems dark and uncertain/
so many kids dyin and so many babies hurtin/
you cant cover it up, theres not a big enough curtain/
the end of this world is coming, that one thing is certain/


how does it come down to, kids on the street livin in a box/
why does every other 15 yr old, hold onto a fully loaded glock/
why is there thousands of dollas movin through different blocks/
why do these dealers, sell to kids, and dont say a chop is a chop/
cause its different when its rock, 18 yr old whores willin to suck a cock/
just for a 10 stone, livin place to place cause they aint got a home/
100s of crop busts, marijuana growin in some loam/
people need to make tha paper, but they got no credit to get a loan/
so theyre forced to one out usin the mortgage on theyre home/
they cant pay it, theyre house and theyre shits gettin repo'd/
damn, it looks like u need more overtime at the home depot/


Chorus (X2)
the future of this world seems dark and uncertain/
so many kids dyin and so many babies hurtin/
you cant cover it up, theres not a big enough curtain/
the end of this world is coming, that one thing is certain/