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hmm, not much to say about this...kinda weird. longest i've wrote i guess...*shrugs*
Difficult Relationship
How can it be that I see you everywhere?
Staring at stupid things and seeing you isn’t fair
You’re not even around no more to make me smile
Even when you’re not my emotions become more fragile
How do I allow myself to become so attached to someone like you?
You make me happy and I guess that’s what makes me stick to you like glue.
I don’t know what I would do day by day if I didn’t know who you are
But I’m lucky I know you despite the miles between us being so far
I always hoped that one day you would come to visit me just to be here
I would become speechless if you did and grab you to hold you near
Though I can’t ever see that day coming, especially not for now
You’re too busy to write or even come online and talk for a while
Even when we do speak, not much is said anymore
I remember we used to speak for ages though times are not like before
All we say now is “hey how are you” and then silence settles between us
Sometimes now you even ignore me and just leave without a fuss
I feel hurt and heartbroken I never thought I’d see you do something as such
I thought we were close, that we were 100% and liked each other as much
Maybe I was wrong and you don’t feel the same as I do
Could you have lead me on and laughed as I didn’t have a clue
No…I have to get that thought straight out of my head
You told me that your love was solid until the very end
Although it could be you said that just to make me happy
Though why would you do that anyway if you don’t at least care for me?
This is why I’m so confused because you are so different every time we speak
At times you wouldn’t say anything then at others you tell me things that are so sweet
Making up nicknames for me that I’d smile or laugh at as you would do too
After a while we gave each other nicknames that we both will always stick to
When I first called you what you are now glued with forever, you were puzzled
And thought it was something that was quite disgusting and even more shocked
I laughed so much and told you what it meant and now that you know that nickname is locked
Though you started this nickname business first, you came up with two for me
And now I’m stuck with them for as long as we know each other which I hope to be eternity
We hardly call each other our real names, might as well as been born with our little nicknames
I sometimes call you by your name when sad or just joking, most of the time you do the same
Anyways, I’ve just wondered completely off topic and started to talk about our connection
It’s so weird and so strange how I’ve become accustom to your affection
I care what you think, and usually I care what your opinion is and that is what matters
You know, just writing this though is kind of making me sadder
I haven’t seen you in a month, and it’s frustrating me so much
Who can I tell my problems to? Who the hell can I trust?
With you not around, my life isn’t as profound as it previously was
You weren’t here all of February and that’s created such a buzz
I’ve missed you so much and I can’t go on without you here
Like I said at the start, everything I look at indicates that I need you near
But you never will be because you are so far away
Saying “I’m sorry I haven’t spoke to you much, but I’m gonna make a point and speak to you more”
Isn’t helping this situation, especially when you haven’t been here as often as before
Saying “I’m sorry baby” and softening me up with you sweet words
Sure it makes me smile, but it just then also shows that you surely care
But when I really need you, you’re hardly ever there
So what can we do about this situation?
I can’t let you turn back time and just set our relationship to elimination
So then I guess we should just tackle this as best as we can
I don’t wanna give up just because I know that I give a damn
I can’t say that you also do, because I haven’t spoke to you
All I can do is hope that you want to try and also help us to get through.
Difficult Relationship
How can it be that I see you everywhere?
Staring at stupid things and seeing you isn’t fair
You’re not even around no more to make me smile
Even when you’re not my emotions become more fragile
How do I allow myself to become so attached to someone like you?
You make me happy and I guess that’s what makes me stick to you like glue.
I don’t know what I would do day by day if I didn’t know who you are
But I’m lucky I know you despite the miles between us being so far
I always hoped that one day you would come to visit me just to be here
I would become speechless if you did and grab you to hold you near
Though I can’t ever see that day coming, especially not for now
You’re too busy to write or even come online and talk for a while
Even when we do speak, not much is said anymore
I remember we used to speak for ages though times are not like before
All we say now is “hey how are you” and then silence settles between us
Sometimes now you even ignore me and just leave without a fuss
I feel hurt and heartbroken I never thought I’d see you do something as such
I thought we were close, that we were 100% and liked each other as much
Maybe I was wrong and you don’t feel the same as I do
Could you have lead me on and laughed as I didn’t have a clue
No…I have to get that thought straight out of my head
You told me that your love was solid until the very end
Although it could be you said that just to make me happy
Though why would you do that anyway if you don’t at least care for me?
This is why I’m so confused because you are so different every time we speak
At times you wouldn’t say anything then at others you tell me things that are so sweet
Making up nicknames for me that I’d smile or laugh at as you would do too
After a while we gave each other nicknames that we both will always stick to
When I first called you what you are now glued with forever, you were puzzled
And thought it was something that was quite disgusting and even more shocked
I laughed so much and told you what it meant and now that you know that nickname is locked
Though you started this nickname business first, you came up with two for me
And now I’m stuck with them for as long as we know each other which I hope to be eternity
We hardly call each other our real names, might as well as been born with our little nicknames
I sometimes call you by your name when sad or just joking, most of the time you do the same
Anyways, I’ve just wondered completely off topic and started to talk about our connection
It’s so weird and so strange how I’ve become accustom to your affection
I care what you think, and usually I care what your opinion is and that is what matters
You know, just writing this though is kind of making me sadder
I haven’t seen you in a month, and it’s frustrating me so much
Who can I tell my problems to? Who the hell can I trust?
With you not around, my life isn’t as profound as it previously was
You weren’t here all of February and that’s created such a buzz
I’ve missed you so much and I can’t go on without you here
Like I said at the start, everything I look at indicates that I need you near
But you never will be because you are so far away
Saying “I’m sorry I haven’t spoke to you much, but I’m gonna make a point and speak to you more”
Isn’t helping this situation, especially when you haven’t been here as often as before
Saying “I’m sorry baby” and softening me up with you sweet words
Sure it makes me smile, but it just then also shows that you surely care
But when I really need you, you’re hardly ever there
So what can we do about this situation?
I can’t let you turn back time and just set our relationship to elimination
So then I guess we should just tackle this as best as we can
I don’t wanna give up just because I know that I give a damn
I can’t say that you also do, because I haven’t spoke to you
All I can do is hope that you want to try and also help us to get through.
Another Fallen Soldier 
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