this is from May '03.. kinda obvious what its about, so I won't summarise it.
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Have you ever wanted something so bad & you couldn’t have it?
You sat static. Once happy, you had it
But you panicked and now it’s all gone
You’re so mad with yourself
The sadness means you turn to rap as an outlet
Coz you’d sooner write things, that you can’t talk about yet
You sit and stare, hiding feelings.. Inside ya bleeding
‘What if’ scenario’s inhabit ya mind, asides your dreaming
& You think back to how it started. You’ve got to now
You remember how you put all them walls up
& How she knocked em down
Its different now and there’s a distance
You barely even talk any more.. For instance
Your eyes hurt when you look at her. Your visuals split
But ya happy to talk about anything, even trivial shit
Coz ya thinking it, every day and night
Maybe there’s a way back, a ray of light
To bring you back to where you were. There with her
Your favourite girl, you could stare at her, all day
And never look away. You could stare at her with a smile so wide
That your iris roll to the back side of ya mind
She’s a site for sore eyes, and you might believe
That if you stared any harder, your eyes would bleed!
They could melt into puddles and you’d sink without tryin
There’d be so much water that people would think you were cryin
I was smiling, sayin words that left her feeling flattered
And one touch of her skin changed my breathing pattern
It doesn’t even matter that she burnt my eyes
Coz even my ‘hellos’ have turned to quick ‘goodbyes’
I wish this life could just rewind
And for a person who never wishes, that could be so kind
For you to take me back, to December sixth
I remember that that’s the first time that I touched them lips
We sat & sipped, but drinks didn’t influence that kiss
Each one just got better, that you threw at me since
Me thinks that now, I got nothing left to say
And just bare in mind that today is tomorrows yesterday
I’ll take down your photos that I have on these walls of mine
But its never that easy is it?!..
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..I see you all the time
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Have you ever wanted something so bad & you couldn’t have it?
You sat static. Once happy, you had it
But you panicked and now it’s all gone
You’re so mad with yourself
The sadness means you turn to rap as an outlet
Coz you’d sooner write things, that you can’t talk about yet
You sit and stare, hiding feelings.. Inside ya bleeding
‘What if’ scenario’s inhabit ya mind, asides your dreaming
& You think back to how it started. You’ve got to now
You remember how you put all them walls up
& How she knocked em down
Its different now and there’s a distance
You barely even talk any more.. For instance
Your eyes hurt when you look at her. Your visuals split
But ya happy to talk about anything, even trivial shit
Coz ya thinking it, every day and night
Maybe there’s a way back, a ray of light
To bring you back to where you were. There with her
Your favourite girl, you could stare at her, all day
And never look away. You could stare at her with a smile so wide
That your iris roll to the back side of ya mind
She’s a site for sore eyes, and you might believe
That if you stared any harder, your eyes would bleed!
They could melt into puddles and you’d sink without tryin
There’d be so much water that people would think you were cryin
I was smiling, sayin words that left her feeling flattered
And one touch of her skin changed my breathing pattern
It doesn’t even matter that she burnt my eyes
Coz even my ‘hellos’ have turned to quick ‘goodbyes’
I wish this life could just rewind
And for a person who never wishes, that could be so kind
For you to take me back, to December sixth
I remember that that’s the first time that I touched them lips
We sat & sipped, but drinks didn’t influence that kiss
Each one just got better, that you threw at me since
Me thinks that now, I got nothing left to say
And just bare in mind that today is tomorrows yesterday
I’ll take down your photos that I have on these walls of mine
But its never that easy is it?!..
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..I see you all the time
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