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    April 16th 1988

    16 years ago, Saturday evening, 16th April 1988
    Everyone was stressed, in a right nervous state
    Belfast City Hospital was the place I was born
    If only I knew that life was so difficult and long
    I would have tried to suffocate when I first slept
    But then, would anyone have even cared or wept?
    What would their life be like if I was never here?
    Would they cope better if I just wasn’t near?
    Maybe it’d be better if I went away and didn’t come back
    Because then I’d never have to deal out this deck
    It’s just too much for me to keep bottled up inside
    Sometimes I think it would be better if I died
    But then I’d never experience the happy emotions
    Love, bliss, being an object of complete devotion
    Are they worth it, for when the bad times come around?
    Seemingly, but when I cry, to you I don’t make a sound
    You’re my mother and you call me selfish and a bitch
    How nice of you, thanks for teaching me, I’m just another face
    No one unique, nothing at all special about me
    I’m just another, that has to cope with the realm of reality
    And you, you’re my dad, and you call me all the names of the day
    “Cunt, Bitch, Shit head?, heh, why do you say the things you say?
    Just to get another stab in at my fragile heart that has broke so much
    If only I remained untouched and never had to experience this stuff
    Yeah, life would seem so better without me here, that what I’m believing
    But mum, dad, and my two half sisters, you are all deceiving
    Half sisters are complete; they don’t need a cling on to watch
    I’m myself, isolated and when I fall, I know that no one will catch
    So tell me why I had to be born into this family of hate?
    April 16th, 1988, by now I’m sure you know the date
    So what do I do when I need someone to confide in about this stuff?
    Because I can’t deal it out and cope because there is just too much
    God, I hope you’re listening cause this is particularly you mistake
    I hope the road ahead; the future will be brighter for my sake…
    And it’s all because of April 16th…1988
    ... it's no surprise, that I got lost in your brown eyes ...

  • #2
    Aww damn Gemma something so beautiful so deep something so incredible I haven't read in a while. Thank you for this great poem that you've posted because it really touched my heart. I feel it the most. Every word I feel it! It's great you really have unique talent. Keep writing!

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    • #3
      thanks Lil'A.
      Just wrote it today, due to arguments with my mum and dad so...yup.
      I appreciate what you said a lot too.
      Thanks!
      ... it's no surprise, that I got lost in your brown eyes ...

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      • #4
        Yeah I understand you. I have to put up a lot of bad stuff from my parents too especially from my dad so I understood this poem it really touched me.You have incredible talent sneaky.You know how to show your feelings in really beautiful way trought these nice poems.

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        • #5
          That's some deepness, damn, I'm feelin' this, and it got a nice flow, still sad as fuck!
          ^he's from austria, without stereotyping most central/eastern europeans are sexfiends where nothing is taboo.
          -MidwestSwing

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          • #6
            really good...sad though
            "This is paradise, I'm tellin' ya. This town like a great big pussy jus' waitin' to get fucked."

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            • #7
              thanks Smash
              and WHITEnight
              ... it's no surprise, that I got lost in your brown eyes ...

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