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  • About my dying niece . . .

    All this is about my niece who at least got to live see a year here on earth last week that is currently fighting to live.

    Look at me

    Look at me, for you im crying
    tell me its not, tell me the doctors are lying
    i wish i was deaf, i would of never heard you was dying
    i can't cope with this news am i wrong for not trying

    Look at me, im in pain
    i feel so empty, only sadness remains
    i wish i was fire, i would of set the world in flames
    I won't lose hope but if you go, promise me you'll come back down in the form of rain

    Look at me, i don't understand
    how can something go this wrong you were part of my plans
    I wish this on nobody, this pain not even the devil can stand
    you became part of me like fingers and hands

    Look at me, i need help
    it isn't your fault but its because of you pain is felt
    i wish i was the dealer, these cards would have never been dealt
    i feel so helpless, i can no longer carry on by myself

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    I am not afraid to show my emotions so tears easly fall out my eyes. Its been two weeks now and at night my soul still cries. I hate being awake for i see painful things. Have you ever seen an angle with no wings? I have, my niece. But i wonder what she brings. They say she's a message that can not be read. I don't understand, why would i when shes dead. Did you feel that word? cause i did, its the cause of whats been bothering me in my head. Its hard to think, sometimes i even forget to blink. However, i am proud of myself for being strong enough not to drink. Not all of you smell it but life stinks. And if it doesn't its because you haven't been here. A place where you might live in fear. Afraid to feel pain that'll leave you mentally scared for years. Death is always a second away, you can sometimes hear it when it passes. I tried looking for it but it can't even be seen with help of strong glasses. She wont stop smiling so im not when she goes. I was in denail at first but somethings are starting to show. Maybe its nothing, maybe she will live to grow, maybe the doctors are wrong, they don't always know . . .

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    Where would I begin? death is trying to end her story.
    Her book of life is only 9 months long, that`s 9 months of glory
    The timing is wrong, but im not going to let this pain tore me
    I wrote a letter to God, he responded back "don`t worry."

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    I have an anger that I'll only release if she leaves us
    oh God, its going to get uglier than a knife against two heaters
    bury my alive for her i'll breathe dust, I am not high but im stuck as if i smoked reefer
    who would of thought she'll be the first to need us, to put together a nation of believers
    God willing she'll make it and i would love for you all to get the chance to meet her
    your prayers are like suga, things are bound to get sweeter . . . Thank you all for the love and support ! ! !

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    deng its gonna make me cry
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    • #3
      This brought tears to me. Im so sorry for your pain. Beautiful expression of your words.
      "Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before." - Poe

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      • #4
        Thank you. Its hard no to let it hurt me, its even harder not to let pain be like that of a stain.

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