"wut-2-do, wut-2-do? i aint got a clue"...HELP!

[lustbabe]

if u were homeless and had no one to turn to for help and had 2 children, wut would u do?

no homeless shelters around to hold u and 2 children cuz u would take up too many beds.
no money cuz the daddy don't pay child support and the courts won't listen to ur side of the story and take his side.....bla bla bla.
no job cuz u always have to leave early or call in sick cuz u have these 2 wonderful children all on ur own and no manager wants to deal with ur pitty sob story.
no savings/trust fund money left from when daddy died cuz ur mother went behind ur back and spent all of it.

would u just pack enough clothes to survive on and hop on a bus and keep going until u couldn't go an further?
OR
let ur abussive mother, who has tried to kill u a few times, control ur life and let her get u a place to live right next to her and let her control ur children and their lives?
I NEED SOME ADVICE PPLLEEAASSEE!!!!
remember: i mean it when i say i've tried just about EVERYTHING except 4 the 2 choises i just gave u! 4-REAL!

[EmpressMaria]

You're homeless, but online? umm..

[lustbabe]

no...i'm not homeless.
wait wut am i doing, starting to explain myself!
u didn't answer the question. i didn't ask anything about being online. and i most certainly didn't ask 4 any smart asses. u don't know me and u don't know my whole situation. oh but u would if u have read some of my posts from the past.
my children and i were homeless during christmas time cuz my mom kicked us out of MY home (left to me when my dad died) and then she picked a "different" place 4 us to live so i could no wut it would be like to live a hard life. and yeah.....my last hope right now in my life is to come on the D12 message board and ask for advice. how shitty is that. so don't be a bitch smart ass just answer my question!

[RevolutioN]

i used to be kicked out of houses goin back and forth in the rain and in the snow i know how it feels and i wish i could set up some type of donation for you

in life god chooses the winners and the losers but sometimes you can have everything rich and be on top and god can take that from you(I)

or sometimes god can take your rags and turn them into expensive riches(I)

[lustbabe]

^^^how funny realize, i was just thinking of u cuz u know wut i'm talking about. u where right there when i was going through that shit. well it's the same and now my mom got me a place to live in Roseville, CA. i don't know 1 person, but her, i can't take anything with me (but i don't care cuz i got my kids) she signed me up for these classes......and the list goes on...i want to just run away, but where and how and when.......

[Zen]

No offense but if a house was willed to you, how did she legally kick you out?

[RevolutioN]

^^^how funny realize, i was just thinking of u cuz u know wut i'm talking about. u where right there when i was going through that shit. well it's the same and now my mom got me a place to live in Roseville, CA. i don't know 1 person, but her, i can't take anything with me (but i don't care cuz i got my kids) she signed me up for these classes......and the list goes on...i want to just run away, but where and how and when.......

yea i remember as if it were yesterday and yes your hardships were fully recognized(I)

[lustbabe]

EXACTLY! i tried to take her to court over it but i had to rep. myself cuz i couldn't afford an attorny. for government reasons and cuz i was the only child under 18 when my dad died, it was left in mine and my mom's name. my dad's death was service related cuz he died of cancer from agent orange. so, that's how the living trust $$ comes into play and......it's a fricking long ass stroy. also, the system here in Hollister, CA is F****D UP! it's all about if they like u or not. and they think (cuz of my mom) i'm a fuck up, young , stupid selfish bratty mom trying to get free money. that is not the case. but i aint gonna prove myself anymore i just need a way out i can't take her hitting me anymore and name calling and all kinds of shit. really my body is so so tired and so is my mind from all the stress. people here think i am the crazy one! my mom is well respected here and she is a teacher here and born and raised here.

[RevolutioN]

you held it down out there for a longggg time in califonia you were facin charges..mom tryna fight you..kids needin things and still got them by you doin what you could

[lustbabe]

yeah, but i really didn't have charges...remember and they arrested me anyway! mother f*****s! and on top of all this shit, my kid's dad comes to them a few weeks ago and says he wants be a part of their lives cuz he and his girlfriend r having a baby girl in Nov. actually her due date is Nov. 24th. the day my dad died! my son is sooooooooo sad! my daughter is to but she is kindda excited only cuz it's a girl. lol!

[RevolutioN]

damn

[Aleksei]

come and live with me

[FunkyD..Licious]

try to find another house,
so in other words, take the bus with your 2 kids,
and go somewhere and start over.

Can you do that?

[TheTrent]

NOV.24 is my birthday.

[loco kid]

just go somewhere else and start over