...And it fuckin' sucks.
We were together for 8 months and at one point really in love. The last couple weeks we've just been arguing a lot about stupid shit and last night we decided to call it a day. Not really what I wanted to do, but I wasnt gonna make her stay with me if she didnt wana.
Today at college really screwed me up though. I had to sit next to her 1st and last periods. 1st period was ok, we talked and shit which was nice but it felt weird to me. All day girls kept comin up to me comforting me which kinda made me emotional. Last period I just sat there feelin sorry for myself. Not a nice thing to do imo (very selfish) but I was at rock bottom.
She is going away to India for 3 weeks tomorrow, so my fear is that she is gonna have no time to miss me (new and exciting things every day) even though she said she missed me today. I think by the time she gets back, she'll be over it. Which will suck if she is, because I'm still in love.
We were together for 8 months and at one point really in love. The last couple weeks we've just been arguing a lot about stupid shit and last night we decided to call it a day. Not really what I wanted to do, but I wasnt gonna make her stay with me if she didnt wana.
Today at college really screwed me up though. I had to sit next to her 1st and last periods. 1st period was ok, we talked and shit which was nice but it felt weird to me. All day girls kept comin up to me comforting me which kinda made me emotional. Last period I just sat there feelin sorry for myself. Not a nice thing to do imo (very selfish) but I was at rock bottom.
She is going away to India for 3 weeks tomorrow, so my fear is that she is gonna have no time to miss me (new and exciting things every day) even though she said she missed me today. I think by the time she gets back, she'll be over it. Which will suck if she is, because I'm still in love.
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